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Down Time
It's truly crazy how close to someone a person could possibly get. Seems like when I am not around Anthony, my life becomes
a little slower. For the most part I have a lot of time to myself, a lot of time to think and do some soul searching and honestly, that is not always a good thing. Some say that it's really stupid to be so wrapped up into one person but why? Why is that so dumb to the public eye when you can look into a person's eye and truly see that there in love. That, that is the person that he/she is willing to compete their life too and don't want to be without. I know certain people don't understand it, meaning older adults in general but it's not for everyone else to try and figure out. I am young, this is true. Seventeen going on eighteen has not been a long ways in life but I am not stupid. I have been giving the tools in life and the foundation to a good future and I use that to the up most and higher power. People should start putting their faith into others without judging them first and maybe they will see all the good and sunlight in them. As I sit here and try to figure out what to do to fill up this empty space in my day, I realize that life is good for the most part. Even when it gets rough and times are hard, I know that the good can out weight the bad by hundreds. I also know what I have to do to make myself and my future family live a better lifestyle.
Some say that you shouldn't want to grow up so fast but I look at it like I want to begin working and becoming closer to my dreams and goals. Is that so wrong of me? With all this down time, it has given me a lot of time to think and look at the beautiful opportunities that I have in front of me. I know what I have to do to make my life better and with Anthony along the way by my side, being the great big supporter that he has always been for me, I know I can do anything,
a little slower. For the most part I have a lot of time to myself, a lot of time to think and do some soul searching and honestly, that is not always a good thing. Some say that it's really stupid to be so wrapped up into one person but why? Why is that so dumb to the public eye when you can look into a person's eye and truly see that there in love. That, that is the person that he/she is willing to compete their life too and don't want to be without. I know certain people don't understand it, meaning older adults in general but it's not for everyone else to try and figure out. I am young, this is true. Seventeen going on eighteen has not been a long ways in life but I am not stupid. I have been giving the tools in life and the foundation to a good future and I use that to the up most and higher power. People should start putting their faith into others without judging them first and maybe they will see all the good and sunlight in them. As I sit here and try to figure out what to do to fill up this empty space in my day, I realize that life is good for the most part. Even when it gets rough and times are hard, I know that the good can out weight the bad by hundreds. I also know what I have to do to make myself and my future family live a better lifestyle.
Some say that you shouldn't want to grow up so fast but I look at it like I want to begin working and becoming closer to my dreams and goals. Is that so wrong of me? With all this down time, it has given me a lot of time to think and look at the beautiful opportunities that I have in front of me. I know what I have to do to make my life better and with Anthony along the way by my side, being the great big supporter that he has always been for me, I know I can do anything,
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