Day 26 New Album "Forever In A Day" .

... Album In Stores Now ...

mke sure you go copp.` its hella bomb .

# 55 , Ant`[Cunningham] .
hold on , let me smile for a second ..

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Omgee , boy means the world to me . Been through many
ups && downs its ridculious but he refuses to go anywhere
because we love eachother waay too much . I think i've felt
almost every emotion with this kid except the feeling of just
giving up .. Got a bond that is unbreakable && it seems like
nothing , no one or even ourselves can do `anything to make
us push away from eachother . He's my true happiness &&
thats that no if's &&'s or but's about it .

Dancing With Stars : Notarious K.I.M`

- Work` It Out Lil` Kim : )

Dear Summer Ohnine,

don't mean to rush you but your cming alittle slow . I've been looking
foward to you all year && your just tking your sweet time ... "I DON'T
APPERICATE IT" ! . you seem like your gonna be bring me lots of joy
&& future experiences . My Birthday is cming up around your time , I'm
dying my hair , I'm gonna be sme new piercings && most importantly
I'm going back hme to New York ...

&& its gonna be my senior year too ? ohhmann . it will definitly be pawh`pin

when you come around trustt me I'll be veryy veryy grateful && won't tke

advantage of you . I promise to not get "too" turnt up or do

any thing that I'll regret . I'll make the most memories && I'll always think of

you as the greatest time of yeaar ..

sooo please ,

HURRRY YOUR ASS UP ! : )

Yours Truly ,
- Nani .

Cause If Love Was A Painting ...

If love was a painting then it would probably be
the biggest painting in the world . There is all types
of love in the world so just thaat alone would give it
that extra shine && sparkle that other paintings lack .

Seems like everywhere you turn love is all around &&
its one of the most beautiful things to be exposed` too .
The happiness on one's face when they look at there
significant other && you can actually see the enjoyment
of that ones company is a gorgeous sight .

If love was a painting , I'd see a lot of familiar faces in
there && ones that I've never seen before because deep
down everyone has sme kind of love inside them . If love
was a painting , it would cme in every shape , size &&
form && be the most beautifulest painting ever created .

Cheer Banquet .

"As we go on we remember all the times we

had together && as our lifes change for whteva

we will stay be , Friends Forever" .

CCFL .

Acception .

"the hurt" .

"the pain" .

"the problems" .

....


is [Love]` really worth it ?


Met this one guy that really opened my mind && made me actually
hve to think about it . One of the only people that can look past all my
lies && bullshit && see there is truly smething wrong with me deep in
side , the one that mkes me soo happy but yet brings me back to my
past to mke me heal in order to move on ..

Used to think I moved on but honestly its only been recently

that I have actually started to let go of that last love that hurt

me the most . the anger, the pain, the frustration was all just

built up inside me && it took one guy to make me see that . to

this day I can actually admit that I'm finally starting to move on

&& let go so that I can experience true happiness && love, sme

thing that I thought I could do before when I was in denial . I

think I'm a big make in progress && the most important person

that I was fooling was myself .. SMH && I did a damn good job

Soooo ......

this time is different . I'm finally learning how to let

go , stop making excuses , stop trying to foul everyone

but its not being true to myself . It took a whole year for

me to see that I was deeply hurt && that its time to let

go . can't keep blaming the past because eventually

it will come to bite me in the ass . I admitted now its time

for CHANGE . && the time is now for it . its a weight

lifted off my shoulders . I'm moving on for the first time

in 385 days && daaaammmnn , it feels goooo00ooood :)

Metro .

WTF ? you see the weirdest shit on the bus .
didn't bother to ask wht the purpose of this kids
deadside cause I was too busy snapping pictures .

^^^^^^^^^^^^

SMH , proof the wrld is full of dead people .

they are all just disguised in human form .

Best In The Game ...

now stick that in your juice box && suck it.

Finally seeing that life isn't full of enemies .
There's good people in my life && not every
one is trying to hurt me . Time to let go of all
the pain && its my time to spread my wings .
Cause i've realized a book is never just whut
it looks like or seems . Free to enjoy life &&
not be scared , for that one will come along to
show that he cares . Unshield my heart fullied
with walls that i've grew . Someone who won't
give up on me . Tell me, is that you ?

Hope ..

"Seems Like If We Have Hope , Life Doesn't Seem So Hard".

; heard a young girl that was about fourteen years old tell her

mother that today && it really effected me because for once in

my lifetime the word "Hope" was viewed in a different perspective

in my eyes .

Patiently Waiting .

Life is amazingly ROUGH !

pain feels up my heart when I see the strongest
person iknw cry ... (my mother) . I never want to
have to struggle in this lifetime . I don't want it to be
any harder then it has to be . School is first prority to

me && dancing is next in line .

iknow i'm gonna be successful in my dreams .
its just a matter of time for me .

if i'm not doing it for myself atleast I can do is not be
selfish because I definitly owe it to the moms .Tired of walking
down the street seeing bums on the street . This world is fcked up
as it is , excuse my french but its true . Too many worried about
the material things && not enough worrying about things that
matter . Don't wanna rush my childhood but i'm so ready to make
a difference in this world or atleast domy part . I wanna be the
person you hear about in school when it comes to Black History or
history in general . but like I said ....

I will be successful , its just a matter of time for me .

Every sunday afternoon the same thoughts run threw

my heart. "Damn gotta go back to school in the

morning with the same immature little doodoo's

that iface from 7:45 - 2:32 monday through fri".

Its coming down to the wire . only two more
months before senior year but ithink the hardest part for
me is to face that my older sister is graduating this year .
My rock, my ace, my strength && my all is getting ready
to face for real world along with all the others that i've
basically grew up with since middle school days . seven
years strong , going from being the baby of the bunch to
becoming one of the oldest .

... " I'm Gonna Miss Her " ...

; my senior year will be the first time i'll be without her && ofcourse
its pretty scary but ithink i'll manage . but iknw for a fact when it comes
to her graduation . even though we will still see eachother after schoool
&& what not .... I'm gnna cry . Got two months to prepare for her leaving .
Two more months to have the best times , two more months to spend with
the people i've been down with yeasr back , two more months until i'll be
experiencing the first time school without my sister <3

Happiness ...

; I can not predict the future . I also can not change
my past . I can only take the present moment , && live
like its my last .

Lately things have been on an up && up for me . Couldn't ask
for anything to be change or better yet done any differently .

Sometimes I catch myself thinking about things that I can not

change though . I've realized that I can't keep worrying about

something that can no longer be changed . Taking life the exact

way it gets thrown at me cause it's mine . My happiness is free .

especially because it all comes from me .